Author: V Sunder

  • Authenticity

    Authenticity

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    Illustration by Pradnya J

    [/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]The girl who delivered milk

    To the temple on the island

    Was always late

    Dependent as she was

    On the whims of the boatman

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  • Pandora’s Box

    Pandora’s Box

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    Illustration by Harshita Bandodkar

    [/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]Pandora’s box is open
    And the -ism’s are flying about
    Nationalism has bitten her quite badly
    Her friend has been stung by Doubt.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]The -ism’s are creating schisms
    Between him and me and you
    Is there any remedy for this?
    What is the best thing to do?[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Try and get stung by Kindness
    And we may well be able to cope
    Open the box again quickly
    And let out poor, trapped, Hope.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row]

  • Porous Borders

    Porous Borders

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    Artwork by Rajat Patle

    [/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]We draw borders
    And erect fences
    And say
    That is yours
    This is mine
    Don’t cross
    Or else

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  • Privilege

    Privilege

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    Illustration by Nilapratim Sengupta

    [/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]I wear my privilege
    On me
    Like an endi shawl
    Wrapped tightly
    About my shoulders
    To keep out the cold

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  • Our Small Corner of the Universe

    Our Small Corner of the Universe

    [vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]The universe is made up of not only atoms but also stories. So when I was asked to write for the Climate Change issue of Fundamatics, I knew I would have to write our story, about our small bit of the universe, which would then become a small cog in our small bit of the universe.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Some years ago, we had a visitor, who asked us how we had managed to acquire Forest land. Had we just squatted on it? Or had we managed to acquire a patta of some sort?

    It took us a while to convince him that the forest came after we did. And we realised that we ourselves hadn’t seen the wood for the trees.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]

    When Sonati and I moved here 20 years ago with a two-and-a-half-year-old Badri Baba, it was to grow our children up away from the city.

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    The land was chosen (by both of us independently) almost whimsically: “What a lovely view!”

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    The land was on a hill, grazed to death; and all the trees hacked for firewood. Where would the water come from? Didn’t daunt us.

    Recklessnes? Youthful energy? Perhaps both; perhaps.

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    Rough-hew them how we will.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]

    Otherwise, given the difficulties with water, the barrenness, the rockiness, no-one may have bought this piece of land.

    The House in 2000

    And since we did, the land has now become green, and treed-up. Various birds have moved in which we never saw here earlier.

    The House in 2020

    We have seen slender lorises (we hear them oftener than we see them), and a family of mongooses. (And Varun Baba, too moved in!)

    [/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Various neighbours steal various things: Jackfruit, Guavas (though of late we have had a relentless stream of kids who actually come and ask for Guavas. The squirrels don’t ask), Firewood, Timber wood, the land itself by pushing boundaries.

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    I seem to have moved to the end of the story so far, skipping over various intermediate stories. But that is just like a story; it takes on a life of its own.

    Much like our land, which too seems to have a mind of its own.

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    We tried so many things: We grew rice (rainfed), ragi (rainfed), dal (rainfed), til for oil (rainfed). The trouble was that our neighbours had started growing cash crops (tapioca: Salem is the tapioca capital of the world). The upshot: All the rats grazed on our tastier crops, and would leave the husk for us to estimate how much they had eaten. To add insult to injury, after we harvested our crops, the rats would start eating tapioca for want of anything else: And our neighbours would say, “Saar, your rats have come to our fields”

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    So…

    When the rats were consuming 80% of our crop before we could harvest it.

    We had to give up growing rat food.

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    Then we planted out trees: fruit trees, flowering trees, timber trees; and of course, the native trees which grew back from hacked stumps, since we stopped people grazing and collecting firewood on our land.

    [/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Our trees were also all rainfed: we had to plant at the right time and pray. We used to get two monsoons   (July to September is the short-rainy season, October-November is the long-rainy season) and also some January rains and some April rains, so we didn’t have to pray too much.

    In the last four years, the rains have been pathetic. Not a drop of rain from end of November to the following July. And the monsoons too giving half our normal rainfall.

    So we can say categorically that no tree amongst the thousands of our standing trees has been planted between 2015 to 2019. Not one of those survived.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]

    To take that a bit further, we need to say that growing trees needs help from the universe. Had we arrived here 15 years later than we did, we may have thought that this hillside was a dead loss. And a small bit of the universe would have stayed barren.

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    This may seem anecdotal evidence for climate change. But now there are plenty of such stories, kilo-anecdotes if you will. We need to make the connections and alter our behaviour. After all, if a Pangolin’s sneeze can grind the whole (human) world to a halt, the universe is capable of taking corrective action with or without our help. Perhaps one of our favourite poems from Wendell Berry will sum it up:

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    Geese appear high over us,
    pass, and the sky closes. Abandon,
    as in love or sleep, holds
    them to their way, clear
    in the ancient faith: what we need
    is here. And we pray, not
    for new earth or heaven, but to be
    quiet in heart, and in eye,
    clear. What we need is here.

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  • Poetree

    Poetree

    Illustration by Nilapratim Sengupta

    When I am out
    Pitting
    And planting trees
    I rue the time
    Away from my desk:
    I could have been
    Writing poetry
    I think

    When I am
    At my desk
    Writing
    I rue the time
    Away from the pits:
    I could have been planting trees
    I think

    But then it strikes me
    That in the battle against
    Climate Change
    Both trees and poetry
    Are necessary

    Who knows whether
    My hundredth poem or
    My hundredth tree
    Will make me
    The hundredth monkey

  • Musings from Thekambattu

    Musings from Thekambattu

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    Illustration by Nilapratim Sengupta

    We (Sunder and Sonati) have spent much of the last twenty years in growing trees and our children, here in Thekambattu. No time for anything much else than housework, land work, the kids and visitors. Now, with the boys grown up, and the trees to some extent, there was time for poetry.

    The poetry started as a response to the events in Kashmir. (How does one respond? has been a recurring theme in our lives). The Kashmir poems more or less wrote themselves, and this continued with the corona poems and generally all the poems all of which have been written in the last year since August 5th. I (Sunder) write the poems and Sonati edits them to tone down the rants or to suggest a more elegant point of view.

    Hope that these poems make you pause, think, enjoy the poetry and get you to write some poems of your own. The world needs more poets.[/vc_column_text][vc_tta_tabs active_section=”1″ title=”Poems”][vc_tta_section title=”George Floyd” tab_id=”1599643548598-64c752f0-38b7″][vc_single_image image=”10048″ img_size=”large” alignment=”center”][vc_column_text]

    Photo by Simon Daoudi on Unsplash

    With knee on neck
    And I can’t brea..
    He breathed his last
    And he can’t see
    What happened next
    What happened next
    Was that here and there
    And everywhere
    People realised that
    They could not brea..
    Until now they
    Could not see
    That it was because of
    Neck and Knee
    All over the world
    They came in hordes
    Black Lives matter
    They all roared
    Or Brown
    Or Pink
    Or whatever else
    It hardly mattered
    What they said
    Because the knees were shaking
    The shackles were breaking
    The necks were straining
    The necks were gaining
    The knees were deigning
    To listen for once
    To those whom
    They never heard
    To those to whom
    They had always said
    It’s your damn neck
    Pressing too hard
    Pressing too damn hard on my knee
    To those whom they never saw
    Even when knee
    Was pressed down hard
    On neck

    I can’t brea..
    Was a visceral cry
    It let so many others
    Breathe at last
    And amidst all the
    Bangs and clatter
    Amidst all the
    Twitter chatter
    One thing stood out
    Each life matters
    Each life matters
    To he who lives it
    Each death matters
    To he who dies it
    Each life should matter
    To you and to me
    Each death should matter
    To humanity

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    Photo by Emily Morter on Unsplash

    On our first day at
    A new school
    I met
    Berzee, Munaf, Nandan
    Venkatesh, Chitcharan, Jude
    During recess

    After
    What’s your name?
    We circled warily around
    Each other
    Finding out
    Where someone lived
    Did he come by the school bus?
    Did he have a car?
    Who would take the
    BEST bus home with me?
    Who had an older brother in school?
    Who should I partner with
    To play carrom?
    What tiffin had they each brought?

    Today I look back
    And wonder
    At those questions
    And wonder of wonders
    At those innocent times
    When after
    What’s your name?
    There was not
    The merest thought of
    The menacing follow-up question

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    Photo by Surbhi B on Unsplash

    There used to be
    A newspaper vendor
    Sitting on the pavement
    On Colaba Causeway
    From whom I used to buy
    The Evening News of India
    For my father
    Making sure to finish
    Busybee’s Round and About
    While walking home

    He disappeared for weeks, once
    And on his return I quizzed him
    Kahaan gaye the aap?
    He said, muluk me gaya tha, baba
    Where was that?
    Uttar Pradesh ki Meerut ke paas
    Ek chota sa gaon

    Aur gaon ka naam?
    Rampur

    That was possibly
    My first encounter with migrants
    But when I started asking
    I found that
    The Kolhapuri chappal-maker
    Near Regal cinema
    Was actually from Kolhapur
    The shoe-shine boys at Churchgate station
    Where Fr Netto used to send us
    If our faces weren’t reflected in our shoes
    Were from Dhule, Amalner, Erandol. Pachore

    The taxi drivers with names like Talwandi and Gill
    Were from villages of those names in Punjab

    The Irani pao-seller was
    Of course from Iran
    But more recently
    Had come from Valsad
    Where was that?
    Gujarat ma, dikra

    Vegetable and Fruit sellers were from
    Unheard-of villages in Bihar and Uttar Pradesh
    A veritable geography lesson on the streets

    The smuggled TDK and Sony cassette sellers
    On the pavements of Flora Fountain
    Were all from Kerala
    They were the hardest bargainers of them all
    But peppering their Tamil-Malayalam with
    Mone this and Mone that
    Would make me feel
    That what I had bought
    Was a steal

    The Matunga-wala
    Who cycled from Matunga
    With particularly Tamil goodies
    Arisi appalam and kaara boondi
    Was of course Tamil

    It seemed to me then that
    Everyone in Bombay
    (With the possible exception
    Of Bal Thackeray)
    Was a migrant

    Including me

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    Photo by Art Lasovsky on Unsplash

    A poet’s vocation
    Is dangerous
    You stand to lose
    Your liberty
    Perhaps your life
    Worst of all
    Your friends

    It seems to me that
    Nowadays
    I just need to
    Shake my head
    To lose a friend

    Should I then
    Keep nodding to
    Keep them?

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